long time coming

i have neglected writing.

i owe you dozens of letters.

and notes, and surprise post-its.

i ceased to write

not because i love you less,

or because i got bored.

it is because i found out that

i would rather hold your hand,

or hug you tight

or cuddle until we both fall asleep.

i am sorry i neglected writing, my love.

i would much rather hold you.